a kiss

2007/05/25

I kissed him in my dream, few days ago, which made me quite perplexed. I haven't thought him as a 'man' , that's why...but it became a chance(??) to realize i, desperately need - a kiss.
i didn't liked to kiss with my ex because he was such a bad kisser... i was thinking the other thing while i was kissing him... cannot quite believe i dated with him for 2 and a half years! the only amazing kiss with him was the very first one, since it was my first kiss and the fact itself made me thrilled. except that..... oh i don't wanna talk about that. -and he was the only one that i could kiss, since he was my first & last boyfriend so far, so i haven't the chance to kiss 'well'.
but the kiss of the other night's dream! it was perfect. he was gentle and passionate, and i felt like i could give him my everything. if he is able to kiss like that in reality, i might think of dating him........ no, joke. i don't want to lose my shelter. anyway i just cannot help thinking about kissing!