The hardest part

He isn't interested in me. I want to draw his interest so I know that I shouldn't talk to him for a few days but - that is the hardest part. I tried really hard not to call or mail him but my hand got the phone against my will.... and answered his phone within 5 seconds. I just can't help myself answering , replying, talking to him. Soon I find him saying nothing to me. SHIT!