I don't have no idea of what i'm doing now. what the hell am i doing?
I do need some experiences.
Tuesday 25 September 2007
Saturday 23 June 2007
a kiss
2007/05/25
I kissed him in my dream, few days ago, which made me quite perplexed. I haven't thought him as a 'man' , that's why...but it became a chance(??) to realize i, desperately need - a kiss.
i didn't liked to kiss with my ex because he was such a bad kisser... i was thinking the other thing while i was kissing him... cannot quite believe i dated with him for 2 and a half years! the only amazing kiss with him was the very first one, since it was my first kiss and the fact itself made me thrilled. except that..... oh i don't wanna talk about that. -and he was the only one that i could kiss, since he was my first & last boyfriend so far, so i haven't the chance to kiss 'well'.
but the kiss of the other night's dream! it was perfect. he was gentle and passionate, and i felt like i could give him my everything. if he is able to kiss like that in reality, i might think of dating him........ no, joke. i don't want to lose my shelter. anyway i just cannot help thinking about kissing!
hmmm
2007/05/24 23:42
Slept all day. I knew I would, since I woke up at 9 today! The tiredness(?) I had for days were not a kind of thing that could be recovered with only 8 hours of sleep.
However, I drank a cocktail named 'screw driver' last night, because i wanted to taste it - i saw it in the course of 'uk&us cultrure' of this semester - but sadly it was just a orange juice.. It was in 'alchohol' section... nonsense.
anyway i like him. i have few male friends and he's the one. Actually he's a year younger than me, but i don't care. in my opinion i tend to be younger (in mental aspect) in front of males, whether i love him or not. i just feel relaxed. why? i don't know. anyway although he's younger than me but he's gentle and nice and is a good shelter for me. he walked with me to my house and went back his home late at night. Thank you!
omg it was so funny
2007/05/26 11:16
it's the dream! i was so into that dream. I daydreamed of kissing him pretending to be drunk! ... (i'm crazy now) and i told this - about my dream, my fantasy, and my poor situation - to my friends.
First was Mr. naive, and he gave me a short lecture -_- that i should be careful.... or i should pull myself together... blah blah blah... but it wasn't at all irritating since he told me about his experience of being attacked by his drunken female friend. *-_-* Hahaha.
Second was my brotherlike person, whom i like a lot:) and ....oh it was so funny.
I : blah blah blah... (about my dream)
He : Oh i don't see anything strange because i have that kind of experience.....s...
I : hahahahaha reallly?
He : yeah!
I : omg, was i .... in your dream?
He: why do you want to know? would you be glad if you were in my dream?
I : well i don't care.(hahaha)
and
He: the strange thing is, even if the person you kissed in your dream was not in your concern before, after dreaming that - you really do care about her/him. you start to like him.
I : oh really? well in my case i don't feel like that about him but i thought i could kiss him pretending to be drunken.
He : oh yeah i actually have a experience... i actually DRANK with her
I : OH NO!!!! YOU'RE JOKING!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaahah
oh i love you hahahahahaha omg, what happend?
He: nothing, just - she was just 시큰둥 and nothing happend.
I : oh...He: so when you do it, drank A LOT.
I: hahahahahhahaha
He; but why am i teaching you this? forget it.
that's why i like you, bro.
it's the dream! i was so into that dream. I daydreamed of kissing him pretending to be drunk! ... (i'm crazy now) and i told this - about my dream, my fantasy, and my poor situation - to my friends.
First was Mr. naive, and he gave me a short lecture -_- that i should be careful.... or i should pull myself together... blah blah blah... but it wasn't at all irritating since he told me about his experience of being attacked by his drunken female friend. *-_-* Hahaha.
Second was my brotherlike person, whom i like a lot:) and ....oh it was so funny.
I : blah blah blah... (about my dream)
He : Oh i don't see anything strange because i have that kind of experience.....s...
I : hahahahaha reallly?
He : yeah!
I : omg, was i .... in your dream?
He: why do you want to know? would you be glad if you were in my dream?
I : well i don't care.(hahaha)
and
He: the strange thing is, even if the person you kissed in your dream was not in your concern before, after dreaming that - you really do care about her/him. you start to like him.
I : oh really? well in my case i don't feel like that about him but i thought i could kiss him pretending to be drunken.
He : oh yeah i actually have a experience... i actually DRANK with her
I : OH NO!!!! YOU'RE JOKING!!!!!! hahahahahahahahahaahah
oh i love you hahahahahaha omg, what happend?
He: nothing, just - she was just 시큰둥 and nothing happend.
I : oh...He: so when you do it, drank A LOT.
I: hahahahahhahaha
He; but why am i teaching you this? forget it.
that's why i like you, bro.
Thursday 7 June 2007
in the end
I mailed him after all. However his attitude was disappointing...
Fine! Now I'm free from him. I'm not that into him anyway.
Fine! Now I'm free from him. I'm not that into him anyway.
Wednesday 6 June 2007
come to your senses!
okay. let's see this straight.
1. He's not my type.
2. The only reason I like him is the way he treats me.
3. and he treats everyone like that.
conclusion: I should come to my senses.
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this sentence 'The only reason I like him is the way he treats me.' seems somewhat akward. Is it grammatically correct?
1. He's not my type.
2. The only reason I like him is the way he treats me.
3. and he treats everyone like that.
conclusion: I should come to my senses.
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this sentence 'The only reason I like him is the way he treats me.' seems somewhat akward. Is it grammatically correct?
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